Hi friends,

In the past 10 days I've learned that friendship is not measured by how often you see people or by how long you've known them.  I've learned that my family is my strength and without them- I really don't have any idea what I would do.  I've learned that swearing a lot helps- and so does wine.

I've learned that I have Cancer.  

Last Thursday afternoon I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer.  That's even hard to type- and eventually I suppose I'll have to learn how to say it out loud, but I can't just yet.  It's too new- too scary-too overwhelming.  I have 2 tumors (I always have been an overachiever) that need to be removed.  I'll have surgery in the next couple of weeks followed by several weeks of radiation.  Prognosis is excellent- it was caught very early and the surgeon is extremely confident she can remove the cancer and I will be FINE.  

Right now I'm just trying to figure out how to "be", how to feel and how to act knowing that I have cancer.  I'm angry and suppose that'll be helpful in the coming months. I'd be lying if I didn't say I'm terrified- because I am.  But most of all I'm focused on getting through the treatments and getting this behind us.  My kids deserve their Mom to be active, healthy and happy- and that's what I intend to give them.  The marathon is not a possibility for me this year given the treatment schedule- but do not count me out for next year.  (third time is a charm I've heard..) 

I unfortunately have role models for how to fight this fight.  Both my mom and mother in law had breast cancer and if I can fight with even a fraction of their determination and courage, cancer doesn't stand a chance.  

Mom- I will be fine and I love you.  Arlene, I miss you every day and know you're already helping me through this.

Thank you all for your friendship- for which I will never take for granted. 

THANK YOU so much to all of you for your incredible generosity. Please know that every penny of the money I raise goes to Brigham and Women's Hospital. My crossing the finish line for the Boston Marathon is not a requirement. The money being raised will give others with this diagnosis the fighting chance I have- the best medical attention possible. 

Love,
Peg